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| new journal.
I missed premium.
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I love the stoogies.
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| My mom went to the doctor yesterday about her hip. The doctor said her right hip has completly deterrated (sp). so on feb 18th she has to go get surgrey, they are gonna take a bone out of her leg and put it in her hip. she'll be in the hospital for like 10 days and it'll take like 6 months for her to recover. so she'll be on disabilty, and since her insurrance covers me I probley wont have insurrance until she goes back to work. Pam and my mom were yelliing about this last night on the way back from my grannys. Pam said she wishes my dad were out so that he could help a little. "My dads out of Jail" I thought...or atleast I thought it was only a thought. it wasnt a thought tho, I had said it..out loud. Pam started screaming, wanted to know when I found out. I told them that I had IMed my aunt mary the other day but it was my dad, not my aunt Mary. I told them he said he got out a couple of days after I exchanged presents with them and no one bothered to tell me. My mom started going on about how I wasnt allowed to have anything to do with him. I was better than him, he never did anything right, he was worthless.
When I got home I texted him: "I told them you were out, they said I'm not allowed to have anything to do with you"
It took him a while but he finally texted me back "I'm sorry, just know I'll always love you. and you know where to find me now or when you hit 18."
I'm not going to lie and say that a few tears didnt fall from my eyes. I wasn't sad that I couldnt see him, I was said that he couldnt see me..if that makes any sense. I've always felt sorry for him. Hes like a little kid, stuggling to reach the cookie jar, but then you remember hes not allowed to have the cookies anyway.
On a much happier note, Erin wrote me a poem and a rap today.
Poem:
Always raping me
Marvelous
A loser
Never un-hyper
Dawg dawg style shawty
Ashley loves you! & Erin.
Rap
Amanda, Amanda
She's no panda.
Eats 3 means a day.
Never raping erin, no way.
Holler Holler
Let me get a dollar.
Erin, you made my day.
Plan for tonight: Katrina taking me home, me cleaning the garage, going to VCC with Sam, meeting Katrina at the movies at 9:30, then seeing White Noise. Then Sam and Katrina spending the night at my house in the garage.
Sounds like a good plan, but I bet it wont happen that way, it never does. | | |
| I Have:
(x) snuck out of the house
(x) gotten lost in the city
(x) seen a shooting star
( ) been to any other countries besides the US
(x) had a serious surgery
(X) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
(x) had alcohol
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an elevator
(X) swore at your parents
(X) kicked a guy where it hurts.
( ) been in love
( ) been close to love
( ) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(x) broken a bone
( ) been high
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
(x) saw a therapist
( ) done the splits
(x) played spin the bottle
(x) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
( )been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
( ) been dumped
(X) shoplifted
(x) been fired
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) stole something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a rock show
(x) Been to a moto cross show
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
( ) love someone or miss someone right now | | |
| For some reason I have a feeling like today is going to be a good day. Even tho it's still there, I just dont think it matters.
3 day weekend and only 2 more days till I get there.
Friday I might go to the midnight movie at the byrd with Sam and Katrina. Mallrats is playing.
update later..
Edit
okay so this day hasnt been as good as expected.
theres a semi-crazy thing going on that I cant disscus on here.
I have to ride the bus home, which sucks because the guy whos mom backed him too long asked me why I dont ride the bus anymore, I told him I didnt like it, and now I have to ride it.
I made myself a pass and got out of 5th at 12:30, went to B lunch, then got Sam and went to her lunch adn I expected to pretty much stay all of C lunch but her dad came so I had to go back to class due to lack of anything better to do.
The prom hype has started. I didnt notice it last year but I'm noticing it this year. maybe because I'm probley gonna be the only one of my friends not going. but if there are any after partys, I'm so going.
I didnt do my math homework...again
someone skip 7th with me. preferibly someone with a car so we can leave school =)
at least I have my old-skool britney spears jams to jam to.
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